the truth

The truth is, it still hurts.

The pain is not always remembered, but when brushed to close to the past, it still hurts.

I was true and sincere, and I committed.




I can only pray for healing.

I wonder..

A few days ago, the microscope light bulb in the satellite lab in the ER where I am based, blew.

i informed the necessary people that I now could not analyze the urine samples, including the nurses. Then after help came, and the microscope was fixed, I quickly told the nurses as I was heading off to shoot some s to the main lab, that the microscope was 'up & running'.

They were quiet.

Err, wht is 'up and running'?

*smacks head*

Err, microscope OK liao. *smiley face*

Oh.....

So I went about my day thinking, hmm, maybe she just never heard it before..

Yesterday, the blood analysis machine decided to have motor sheath error. :S So I the cancer centre nurses asked me to get it fixed, and I call the engineer for it, bla bla bla...it gets fixed.

Being the nice person that I am (hahahaha), I called the ancer centre and told them that the instrument is 'up & running' (mind u, not intentional, it just came out)

*pause*

means the machine is not ok?

Err, means the machine ok dy..

Oooo..ok ok thanks!

*puzzled*

Is it just me, or..you know....:S



*thinks*

Hmmm

It was Nov 14, and I was cracking my head thinking who's birthday did I forget...I knew it was supposed to be someone important...I knew it was Yvonne, Laysha, and I just really cudnt remember the other..

Nov 22, came, it was Prem's birthday.
Nov 23, Cheese,
Nov 24, mom and she flies off to Perth

And I still forget who it was...




and today I viewed his blog after eons...


OOps!!! It was his! My mind has been working at blocking him and I have been so busy and he has managed to stay out of my life so much, dat I forgot his birthday!!


I forgot his birthday!!

I forgot that he was someone important a long time ago.

It is really sad when a relationship is broken.

And this will never mend, like an open door..the halter is placed there, snugly.

Good luck to him den in his life and aspirations. Sigh.

Random

I was on pm shift in the ER yesterday, and I was called to the resuscitation room to draw blood from this middle-aged lady. It was obvious she was in great discomfort..from what I eavesdropped...she had appendicitis removal, and sometimes, it tapes to the wall after surgery...and this would be a life long problem. She will have to abstain from any hard food, and spicy ones too. :S

Sad is it not?