Oooooo...today is D-day...judgement day..Wenby, I'm counting on your scheme to work...somehow have a feeling that it'll backfire and he won't be frantically searching for me....:S
The plan was to make me a habit to him, den stop habit suddenly, and he'd apparently come searching. See, men have to the hunter..So I apparently need him curious about me..
You know, it's just gonna backfire..
And as sad as I'd be, I'd probably laugh my head off. :D
*eagerly awaits*
Saturday, 20 June 2009
Tired
Absolutely tired...
Blood bank was really challenging today! it felt damn good to actually sweat in an air condition building!! Managed 3 direct coombs test, one indirect one, one pre-cardiac antibody screening test, and a whole lot of blood grouping!!! Fantastic!! Ooo..ran across the hospital to collect a whole load of irradiated blood, single donor platelets and the lot..:)
Now dat is what I call a satisfying day! Did not help dat the back was breaking though no thanks to tummy cramps..
No gym today, cuz it's laundry day!! Goodness, I wish myself luck! :D the pile is preeeeety large..Hahaha...
Wanted to meet the friend from holland today cuz I felt bad, but decided not to. Super broke. That's reason enough. I have to last till Thursday. Joy..
Happy, today I'll have Pearly time!!! :D
Blood bank was really challenging today! it felt damn good to actually sweat in an air condition building!! Managed 3 direct coombs test, one indirect one, one pre-cardiac antibody screening test, and a whole lot of blood grouping!!! Fantastic!! Ooo..ran across the hospital to collect a whole load of irradiated blood, single donor platelets and the lot..:)
Now dat is what I call a satisfying day! Did not help dat the back was breaking though no thanks to tummy cramps..
No gym today, cuz it's laundry day!! Goodness, I wish myself luck! :D the pile is preeeeety large..Hahaha...
Wanted to meet the friend from holland today cuz I felt bad, but decided not to. Super broke. That's reason enough. I have to last till Thursday. Joy..
Happy, today I'll have Pearly time!!! :D
Friday, 19 June 2009
Women Health Issues
WARNING
The contents of this post may be too detailed for the faint of heart. The author shall not be responsible for feelings of *ewwness* and *ughness* at the end of it..
no animals were harmed in it's writing either..just in case you were wondering..
PLEASE do not read if you do not want "too much info" regarding female health.
Okay..so it's like this..
The contents of this post may be too detailed for the faint of heart. The author shall not be responsible for feelings of *ewwness* and *ughness* at the end of it..
no animals were harmed in it's writing either..just in case you were wondering..
PLEASE do not read if you do not want "too much info" regarding female health.
Okay..so it's like this..
I've been generally happy the past few days..sometimes aesthetic!! I'm been all bubbles and giggles and sugar coated candy. Been looking forward to every message I send to CRUSH, been super excited when he texted back, been eager to hang out with my girl friends, been planning massive girl night outs, been ditching really really really super hawt *sizzling* dates for the "love" of CRUSH, been all smiles and optimism at work.....OK OK..YOU GET THE PICTURE!!
So, I went out with Club guy a few nights ago, cuz I think I've been cold enough to him and I missed having a pretty nice friend..I was all smiles, until he tries parking my car in the basement and the security guard doesnt allow him to, cuz it's past 11. So I usually just park outside when this happens. But club guy starts raising his voice and trying to intimidate the poor security guard. And when I tell him to drop it, he calls me a scardy cat. that was it! I lost my temper instantly, so bad I did not even say bye when I left him near his bike!
Then the next day, a nurse in my lab who suffers a lack of attn and spine starts saying I look free when she did not see all the work I was doing before she came in, I nearly shouted at her. I go out with Karen and Fellie, and I have a good time, and when my mom does something I explicitly told her NOT to like 6 times, I completely lost my mood and ended the call as soon as I could. And finally when I reached my apartment, my desktop refuses to start up, I call rubern to ask him what should I do. He tells me he'll call back, and when he does, I was already sobbing!
He freaked out, asking what happened, and I could not even talk! I just cried and cried and cried!!!! The last time I sobbed this hard was during the last 6 months in uni.. I could not help myself. I couldnt even get myself off the floor.
The next day (today) I go to work, and lo and behold..it's the time of the month!
This is so annoying! Ever since gym, the cycle has been more regular, and hence the PMS too! Bigger than ever!! I've never felt more "girly" in my life.. guess it's healthy.. I am happier, and more in control of my emotions, yet the magnitude of emotions when it does come is dumbfounding...
See, don't blame us women for being such mystical creatures...I swear..it's the bloody hormones...In Bridget Jones' words..."Bullocks!"
So, I went out with Club guy a few nights ago, cuz I think I've been cold enough to him and I missed having a pretty nice friend..I was all smiles, until he tries parking my car in the basement and the security guard doesnt allow him to, cuz it's past 11. So I usually just park outside when this happens. But club guy starts raising his voice and trying to intimidate the poor security guard. And when I tell him to drop it, he calls me a scardy cat. that was it! I lost my temper instantly, so bad I did not even say bye when I left him near his bike!
Then the next day, a nurse in my lab who suffers a lack of attn and spine starts saying I look free when she did not see all the work I was doing before she came in, I nearly shouted at her. I go out with Karen and Fellie, and I have a good time, and when my mom does something I explicitly told her NOT to like 6 times, I completely lost my mood and ended the call as soon as I could. And finally when I reached my apartment, my desktop refuses to start up, I call rubern to ask him what should I do. He tells me he'll call back, and when he does, I was already sobbing!
He freaked out, asking what happened, and I could not even talk! I just cried and cried and cried!!!! The last time I sobbed this hard was during the last 6 months in uni.. I could not help myself. I couldnt even get myself off the floor.
The next day (today) I go to work, and lo and behold..it's the time of the month!
This is so annoying! Ever since gym, the cycle has been more regular, and hence the PMS too! Bigger than ever!! I've never felt more "girly" in my life.. guess it's healthy.. I am happier, and more in control of my emotions, yet the magnitude of emotions when it does come is dumbfounding...
See, don't blame us women for being such mystical creatures...I swear..it's the bloody hormones...In Bridget Jones' words..."Bullocks!"
Tuesday, 16 June 2009
thoughts
well...it is like this..
Spoke to a lovely girl today, someone I've known for 4-5 months? And in this time I've already had quite a huge amount of respect for her..She is a devout Jehovah's witness, who is nothing like all the rumours we hear about.. She is a normal, girl next door, who is absolutely gorgeous..(and as usual, all these gorgeous babes have no idea how beautiful they are...*smacks head*)
She really holds on to her principles. She is well-read, talkative, bubbly...and married! She is 27, and looks 22 la..She doesn't club, smoke, drink. She is as sweet as sweet can be..as wondering which planet la this girl from.. :) So I was curious about her la..seemed like a person who has it all together..
One day we talked about her n her husband..they got married at 22..had the same birthday, and the same age. Her first bf. Same religion. All fairy tale like. She cooks awesome food and bakes delicious cakes..She is like the perfect Bree..
Yet, even Bree has her problems..
Today she confided dat he husband has been MIA for the past year!
I was shocked. She always spoke about him and always referred to him as her husband. He just packed and left. No closure, nothing. No contact number..
And she still lives in their rented apartment, alone although she could go back to her family.
She has no kids (thank God, in the sense she doesn't have an extra mouth to feed) and she did not have a steady income till recently. When she initially had to start paying for the flat, she was using 3/4 of her salary to do so, leaving her with less den 200 a month for the rest of her needs...
She does not have her own mode of transportation, and she works really late at night sometimes. And she realy looks so vulnerable, and her flats...goodness. I am afraid to drive there at 11pm...:S What more take the bus...I guess once you're used to it, it's kinda ok..but still........
It got me thinking about a lot of the blessings we have day to day. Some of us complain about money, family, relationships, work all the time, when the person next to us might be having hell right here on earth and is still able to plaster a smile on...
A night to count our blessings, every one of them..
Good night people! :)
Spoke to a lovely girl today, someone I've known for 4-5 months? And in this time I've already had quite a huge amount of respect for her..She is a devout Jehovah's witness, who is nothing like all the rumours we hear about.. She is a normal, girl next door, who is absolutely gorgeous..(and as usual, all these gorgeous babes have no idea how beautiful they are...*smacks head*)
She really holds on to her principles. She is well-read, talkative, bubbly...and married! She is 27, and looks 22 la..She doesn't club, smoke, drink. She is as sweet as sweet can be..as wondering which planet la this girl from.. :) So I was curious about her la..seemed like a person who has it all together..
One day we talked about her n her husband..they got married at 22..had the same birthday, and the same age. Her first bf. Same religion. All fairy tale like. She cooks awesome food and bakes delicious cakes..She is like the perfect Bree..
Yet, even Bree has her problems..
Today she confided dat he husband has been MIA for the past year!
I was shocked. She always spoke about him and always referred to him as her husband. He just packed and left. No closure, nothing. No contact number..
And she still lives in their rented apartment, alone although she could go back to her family.
She has no kids (thank God, in the sense she doesn't have an extra mouth to feed) and she did not have a steady income till recently. When she initially had to start paying for the flat, she was using 3/4 of her salary to do so, leaving her with less den 200 a month for the rest of her needs...
She does not have her own mode of transportation, and she works really late at night sometimes. And she realy looks so vulnerable, and her flats...goodness. I am afraid to drive there at 11pm...:S What more take the bus...I guess once you're used to it, it's kinda ok..but still........
It got me thinking about a lot of the blessings we have day to day. Some of us complain about money, family, relationships, work all the time, when the person next to us might be having hell right here on earth and is still able to plaster a smile on...
A night to count our blessings, every one of them..
Good night people! :)
Monday, 15 June 2009
L is for the way you Look at me..
I'm in love with love...yes I am!! Pearly is back!
*teeheehee*
Well, it could be partially contributed to the fact I'm crushing so hard on Crush. :D But it is I guess mostly I'm feeling more like myself these days.... with the addition of being a health freak...haha
But yea, I dare dream again! I remember the pre-Rubern days, I used to read all the jane austen books, and the other decent, classical romance novels, with no *passionate kissing* and *love-making*, but simple things like, the way he glanced, or paced up and down the room trying to get something off his chest. He long distance dat seperates two souls, but in the end that distance is bridged..happily or tragically...okok..this is too much..
But yea, it's nice to be able to watch romantic comedies and really feel happy after it instead of end up crying because of all the pain and hurt.
It's nice to believe dat that someone special is still out there...(maybe he is Crush!! :D).
It is nice to believe in loev again!
I wanna fall in love again!! :D
*teeheehee*
Well, it could be partially contributed to the fact I'm crushing so hard on Crush. :D But it is I guess mostly I'm feeling more like myself these days.... with the addition of being a health freak...haha
But yea, I dare dream again! I remember the pre-Rubern days, I used to read all the jane austen books, and the other decent, classical romance novels, with no *passionate kissing* and *love-making*, but simple things like, the way he glanced, or paced up and down the room trying to get something off his chest. He long distance dat seperates two souls, but in the end that distance is bridged..happily or tragically...okok..this is too much..
But yea, it's nice to be able to watch romantic comedies and really feel happy after it instead of end up crying because of all the pain and hurt.
It's nice to believe dat that someone special is still out there...(maybe he is Crush!! :D).
It is nice to believe in loev again!
I wanna fall in love again!! :D
Sunday, 14 June 2009
patience is a virtue
And one i lack, i must add....
I'm an aries. Ram.....
We ram our heads into things...I'm very direct and i go get what I want. But, yes, I've been taught to take it slow with a few things...
But it is so hard.. I just hate waiting, sitting around waiting for some thing to happen..I'm the type dat gets up and does something about it! Cannot tahan...
But yet, patience has it's good...I've come to appreciate a lot of rewards from this patience I've come to practice...a little, but it's there..getting better at it with time..
Now, back to cleaning room..Laterz
I'm an aries. Ram.....
We ram our heads into things...I'm very direct and i go get what I want. But, yes, I've been taught to take it slow with a few things...But it is so hard.. I just hate waiting, sitting around waiting for some thing to happen..I'm the type dat gets up and does something about it! Cannot tahan...
But yet, patience has it's good...I've come to appreciate a lot of rewards from this patience I've come to practice...a little, but it's there..getting better at it with time..
Now, back to cleaning room..Laterz
Monday, 1 June 2009
uncrushed..almost
This is typical me..
He's not taken..
The story continues...
:P
Help! I can't sleep!! Too many thoughts on the issues at home, the people, the work, the health.. Having a crush gives u dat girly light-headedness.. Guess it's kinda refreshing..or I'm plain bored
He's not taken..
The story continues...
:P
Help! I can't sleep!! Too many thoughts on the issues at home, the people, the work, the health.. Having a crush gives u dat girly light-headedness.. Guess it's kinda refreshing..or I'm plain bored
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