one month 3 days, almost

since I decided to stop the Musadpearly relationship, and still fell for his charms, and still stayed single...not bad all in all I guess...

In that time, I have been:

1. Good
2. praying
3. singing
4. falling sick on and off (sorethroat...okok..its not the singing k?)
5. cheated by fitness first malaysia, summit branch to be exact
6. irritated with streamyx
7. feeling ugly
8. chastised for saying i feel ugly time and time again
9. irritating to a fren, an ex and myself
10. running away from bad people
11. reading
12. smiling a whole lot more
13. happier actually

I somehow found company...its not so lonely being a single, working girl in the big bad subang jaya (almost) city..there are so many of us...many are good friends...I guess, when u get past the self pity, the pride and the rat race, it is better being single than being with a man who does not treat u as u ought to be treated.

And right now, Im not meeting the right sort of men..at all...well...I had a glimpse of some of them...but...I dunno...our common friend did not do much to help foster a friendship...

Oh well..it is still a struggle..taking one day at a time, accomplishing things I never thought I'd accomplish..