Rain in Melaka

AH.............What a glorious feeling.....home with the family, cool cool weather, and no work!! What a TREAT!! Nothing beats this...It is lovely...The type of laziness that is immensely pleasant....not the lethargic type..the type that regenerates all those broken emotions and wear downs.....Feels like a bowl of ice-cream minus the fattening effect and extreme fullness......:) The magic of the rain............... :) *happy*

New lifeeeeee

The best part of our journey here is there are always seconds chances. Some people see their cups as half empty and hence would profusely disagree with me, but truth be told...there are always second chances...that is if you acknowledge it as one, and take that chance.. Why I say this..well..the last week, as I mentioned had been crazy...with some skeletons out of the closet in my typically asian, yet very westernised family...marital issues or issues that comes with marriage. Boy, did I freak. The whole wholesome image I had of my family shattered. Things seemed irreconcilable... Yet, there are always second chances..not as beautifully presented as it had been earlier, but present anyhow....sometimes, even 'ugly.' And I was proud my siblings took it up..and hence it is not about being fuss free, but what you about the fuss? Let it overcome you, or grow in it. Cliche, but I guess when it starts to make sense or to carry meaning, think it means you're older....*ouch* Things seemed so hopeless at work...with me oversleeping again! 2nd time in three years! God! Need to do something about dysfunctional alarm clocks...Feel like a character out of one of those books I read....dysfunctional young adult working all alone far from family in the big bad city with everyone around you getting hitched, and you feel like a complete failure, especially when the baby bumps are also appearing...and your fat, boyfriendless and slightly overweight (but u feel a million tonnes overweight tho)...yea..like Bridget Jones...:P Then it was really nice, that though I did make awesome gossip material, the ravenous cats were actually quite nice, and seemed surprised that I was capable of such a blunder...and I believe I am forgiven already....and now, this is what I call a second chance at making it right, in fact better! Of course when it happened, I was definitely seeing an empty glass all together! And then there is the case of Musad...now that one...I'm uncertain of how to look at it...from every angle I see some hope...some hope that he loves me and also some hope that I will soon get over him and we both move on in life....either way there is gonna be excruciating pain....but heck....what's life without it... We did after all eat from the tree of knowledge...now we shall now the experienciating knowledge of good and evil. :P

*Sreaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmsssssss*

OH MY GOOOOOOODNEEESSSSSS!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!! I got my new baby!! My lappy!! Its been more than a year since I had a proper functioning pc! And boy have I missed it so bad...the feel of my own under my fingers...typing away my emotions...good, bad...experiences...the richness of it all....GOSH!!! I barely know where to start...so much to tell, or not to tell, the inner fights between the heart and mind..the ugly...

Recently read Odd Thomas and am now on to Brother Odd...Must say I am thoroughly enjoying the stories...Dean Koontz..about this guy who sees the dead. I must say it did give quite an unexpected twist in Odd Thomas, and hence am looking forward to what Brother Odd'd give..:) Been watching Friends season one...remembering how cute Joey was, how *bite* Chandler was..the ditzy Rachel, the OCD Monica, and of course honest to goodness Phoebe and..well...Ross...there will never be another! :) Always a feel good feeling..... Latest movie watched was, the rise of the Apes....Jo (new colleague) was quick to dart back at me implying I could learn a thing or two from apes...*grumble* Work has been good, other than the fact a freak mishap happened just two days ago where my phone completely died, leaving me no alarm to wake me up, and hence I was humiliatingly late for work...definitely got the tongues wagging, namely the gossip b***hes who thrive in the lab, like the recently married, "I'm better than everyone,does the most work, most responsible and yet get fake MCs" M and the "oooo..I'm all nice and sweet...and need to tell the next earliest person I meet the most recent latest goss" C. So crappy la having such difficult women in the lab (which is why I still prefer living with guys...so much easier) But it has been interesting..in ways I shall not share...as Im uncertain if its a good idea or not...:) but it does concern a certain someone I just met.... Confusing as ever...Church has been good..till the point som crap happened in the family..and have been a little shaken by it..and I must admit...I am a little angry with Him upstairs...yet I know it is probably something I have not yet had full grasp on.. Till the nest time I log in....sleepy la...friend had some relatives come over....took up a little time and energy..but nice people generally..... ciao..